PANACHE!!!

Hey guys, 
It has been a while since I posted. I' ve been so busy with school. So I thought I should bore you guys with some random pictures which I took with my girls Lola and Yewande and yeah you wont see Lola here because she didn't want to show( my baby, she's just to jokes). 

                        

My Sexy Yewande.......Back Off .......lool. Dont worry she has motivated me to work on my summer body 

:( . Bless her

I HAVE BEEN TOLD TO STOP POUTING, BUT I DONT CARE :p

 We couldn't really take a lot of pictures, thanks to our wonderful British weather which isn't predictable.

Thanks For Passing By

xoxo

Shikemz

Letter To A Stranger 1: For You

Dear Jemima,

From every wound there's a scar, & every scar tells a story. 
Have you ever felt so good at something and suddenly you become so dumb at it?
We all make mistakes, the punishment we have to face and the beat of consequences we have to dance to but still isn't it possible to correct a wrong?? 
I have asked for forgiveness but still can't forgive myself..... How did I let myself get so carried away... It all came down to trust. I wish I had listened but I was a 'badguy' I know what I'm doing or so I thought.
I have lost you because of the one thing that makes me moi, my practical jokes. Not being able to detect when to be serious.
You gave me all and honestly I was more than content.
The storm came created a crack and then we had to split. You stayed away I formed hard guy. I thought well I may not feel it but I was so wrong. Cried myself to sleep most nights. I had never felt this much for someone. I kept praying you would call or text.... And when finally you did mid last year I felt my heart do a flip.... I closed my eyes and said a thank you prayer. Remembering the first kiss we shared.... Bliss...
Now we are just friends... Far from what I want. I still love you cause I am so sure of it. I have tried alternatives but the 'you' factor there is missing.... The lingering sound of you calling me baby, the new style of music I now listen to because of you. All I want is to have you back. But the fear of losing you again sends me running back to my shell.
I still love you I made a mistake it costs us both badly I don't care what anyone thinks I am madly in love with you. But I am scared of telling you.... I only wish you feel the same way...
If I cloud I would start all over again and try to make it right this time.
Ooo how I remember the wonderful advices you kept giving me.... saved me from a lotta trouble.... I could go on and on but the 
bottom line is I want you back Jemima I'm sorry I messed up. But I don't want to lose you again

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